Blaaaaaah.

Life is so confusing right now...

I'm currently in college studying modern musicianship, not so much for the certificate but for the contacts, and I really don't know what route I want to go down for my career or what I want to do after my second year of college.

I'm a little bit scared that I'll never know what I want to do.  All I know is that I love being a musician and fronting a blues band is my ultimate passion but also I don't necessarily want to be famous.  AHHHH!!

I also thought I might get diplomas for Swedish massage, aromatherapy and reflexology but at the same time I don't know whether I really want to have it as a career....